Feeling Sorry For Myself

So I woke up yesterday after my drinky/foody night without a hangover despite drinking half a litre of Captain Morgans rum (oh god), a few shots of Cactus Jacks and a glass of rosé. How in the world, right? I'm usually such a lightweight!  Anyway, the food damage included a platter of ribs, wedges, southern fried chicken, onion rings and garlic bread earlier in the day, which I shared with my sister- then a Chinese takeaway of crispy duck, chicken wings, salt and pepper chicken and rice later on. OH GOD.

Yesterday morning as I was the first to wake up, I cleaned up for my sister and then went to the shop to buy a bacon baguette and a couple of cans of sugar free monster. I finished those and then at dinner time I polished of a bag of kettle crisps to myself, a Christmas cupcake and a chicken baguette. 

Add this on to the fact that I went on a date with my boyfriend Friday (our first date in 4 months!) and enjoyed tapas, mulled wine, cider and an egg nogg latté and you've got one seriously disastrous week. I'm so annoyed at myself but I've been feeling a bit of a bug coming on and true enough, I woke up today with an awful throat, extremely sore nose and a bad chest. These things don't tend to last me too long for some reason so I'm hoping that this time will be no different. I'm currently sat on the sofa with my blanket wrapped around me while Oliver plays with his toys.

So yeah, I'm feeling pretty sorry for myself right now. I'm dreading weigh in tomorrow, if I don't gain an enormous amount of weight it will be nothing short of a miracle. And I worked so bloody hard the past couple of weeks to throw it away for a week of bad food that wasn't nearly as satisfying as being on plan! I wanted to get a stone off by Christmas in total but I'm not sure how likely that looks at the moment!

On a lighter note, my 'new format' food posts will be starting today and the first one will be up this evening, it's just an idea I got off somebody and it will just look nicer than my usual wordy posts (like this one). I'm going to finish here and get back to feeling crappy!

xx